Everyone always encourages 'being yourself'. Am I?

I like who I am, most of the time, though I find myself feeling quite indefinable most of the time. But sometimes I wonder, am I being myself? I don't always do exactly what I want. I'm led by other people. But is that being untrue to myself, or just being conscious that my actions have consequences?

I'm 'shy' in theory. But I'm really quite outgoing. I've changed so much over the past few years. Do I really know where 'I' begin and where people's interpretations of 'me' end?

Am I trying to be deep over something cliched and not that deep? That's a question I *can* answer.

Still listening to 'Our Love' on repeat. It makes me so so happy. I should sleep, but I'm just too euphorically happy.